I hate you

I hate you cause you make me feel like this
I hate you cause you make me act irasional
I hate you cause i can't let you go
I hate you cause i think i like you
I'm just sick enough so i could be hospitalized
I think i need to rethink about everything, i think i need to evaluate what i feel, i think i need to stop this feeling
But when i found myself can't meet you suddenly i feel so sad