The way...

It so hard to be honest, even to yourself. I just want to live my life peacefully and try the best to make it. Sometimes i cant take it all, job responsibility and my own desire. Thousand times i tell my self to be gratefull for all the gives that i got from the almighty but much time i feel so sad. Sad and regret for all the bad choices i ever made, sad for all the good things that i left, regret for all the bad words i ever said. If there is a chance for me to fix it all.
But there wont be any chance, there is no need to be upset and regret. I just try to accept all of it, and live my life in the way You have made. Cause i know Your rules are the highest, and Your way is the best. God please don't let me down, give me the strength to live in Your way, guide me so i can live in the path that You have decided....